Much has happened in the space of...let's see now...4 months...? I have found a job, gotten pretty good at it, been pushed around a bit and made to work ridiculous hours, and after all that, I have come to the conclusion that I am worth more than a shitty job that comes with excruciatingly long hours, little prospects, and a measly pay.
Pretty arrogant of me to think so, some might say, especially in light of the economic turmoil that looms over us like the dark shadow of an enormous vulture, ready to profit from our imminent demise!!
Well, screw you and your stale opinions if you feel that way! There's more to life than watching the hours tick by within the confines of an air-conditioned prison! Life is too precious to be sold in fear for the promise of safe and boring passage..
Life is what we make it, and right now is the time for me to make it right! I have created for myself a new beginning, and this time around I'm not gonna rush into it so cock-sure of myself...I'm gonna take the time to think things through, to weigh my priorities, to determine what it is I'd like doing in the first place...
I'm gonna find the time to pursuit my passions and to chase my dreams.. I will be a rockstar, and I will be a writer!! I will start playing the best football of my life, and I will find love...things are gonna be good from this day forward...
The good thing about going through a truly miserable patch in your life is that it teaches you to cherish more the things you once took for granted...spending the night within the comfort of my boudoir is a luxury I once could ill-afford...strumming my guitar to a simple tune is like the freedom of heaven in the aftermath of what I went through...
I have been reminded of what in life is truly beautiful, and I know it is these that I must chase...if that makes me a misfit, then so be it.. I see no reason for fitting into a world that prostitutes its time for ridiculous material gain, anyway...I will chase rewards that satisfy the soul, and not the wallet...
there is so much in me that I want to pour out, so much anguish, so much emotion, so much of what I feel I have learnt... I could go on and on for hours and not stop...but alas, it is getting late, and I must immerse myself in the beautiful world of my dreams...
I apologise to my multitude of fans...you poor souls, you must have felt so abandoned!
I shall leave you tonight with a reminder, that as we grow older, our ambitions should change and evolve...they should never shrivel or die.
Live the dream….
This is Dreamer, signing out.
